you found verith, my monstersona! she represents my social anxiety and sad feelings, and is a comfort for me to draw. she is the embodiment of feeling alone despite being surrounded by people, she's that feeling in the pit of your stomach when faced with a situation you are unsure of, and she enjoys hiding under blankets, snacking on oreos, and binge watching youtube videos.
she may look a bit scary but she's actually more scared of you. why don't you try feeding her something?